Tuesday, October 22, 2019

Mute Version Of Me [Revised]

Perceptions of a fast-changing-self - &
I can’t keep track; different psyches all
defined by inhabiting divergent Worlds;
for the first time in ages a positive geek
visualised through my glasses in seeing
a self-assessment growing on my desk

Diversified emotions induced by circling
events and people blind me within this
fractured spirit and broken mind; it is a
world grown so overpowering even the
least challenge or tiniest requirement is
a hurdle I’m unable handle; I sadly stay

In the dark, bored, lonely, mute, blind &
deaf to excitement or changes of life or
joy and aggression; my heart melting, it
seems life is ending for me; living death,
will there be redemption in expression?

Maybe; I’m trying to nail this self-version
down before, yet again, it changes into
another estranged mute version of me…

[Revised Wednesday 23 October 2019]

Dying Eventually

Listening to my favourite Internet guru, quite clearly this works for many people as they repeat the jargon flawlessly and I wish I could ge...