Strange Mental Wavelengths

Page 286 of my book, highlighting in orange
and pink, writing down references to check
against research notes made long ago, now
tired of sitting still for so long - just reading

Fixing the kitchen the only opportunity for
physical activity, could clean the floors but
this holds no interest, reading the history of
anthropology, palaeontology and geology

Especially astrology, moving from Hamlet’s
Mill to Maurice Cotterel, I’m stuck on strange
mental wavelengths, disappointed that pre-
conceptions make people refuse to accept

New discoveries - history of man’s scientific
development a story of selfish aggrandizement
and betrayal - yet the sweet allure of ideals
and dreams remains untouched within me

I keep my inner world safe from decadence
and cynicism by revisiting high visions, in-
doctrinating myself to follow the principles
in which we can only believe as long as

We keep repeating them to counter the
evidence of those who refuse to bring
about changes in the reality inherited
from previous creators

“From Atlantis to the Sphinx” by Colin
Wilson, Virgin Books 2000
pp 108 - 286

Uncertainty Principle

How can anyone call the Bible code evil
when it seems all possible futures were
foreseen and we are free to choose any-
one among them

When there is not just one real but many
possible futures, when the Talmud states
everything is foreseen AND freedom of
action is given

The code is a warning - not a prediction –
what we do determines the outcome, and
most wonderful, Israel warned by the code
of atomic attack

Prevented it being on alert at the time of
danger in 1996; anyone denigrating the code
citing religious grounds has no idea what
quantum physics is

Why the Uncertainty Principle is applicable
and clearly does not realise that Israel and
the world were saved from total nuclear
disaster - at least

They keep the Pharisee cult of white-washed
tombstones alive – good for them!


The Bible Code, Michael Drosnin, Weidenfeld &
Nicolson, 1997 ----
pp. 160, 164 and 165

"A Caribbean Mystery"

Nemesis – Miss Marple with a pink scarf – Mr Rafiel
laughing, Tim Kendal caught in the act of poisoning
his wife after killing twice, an Esther not happy after
being exposed as loving a murderer, Molly Kendal
saved by the death of nasty Lucky who made life
hell for others

Oh, Dame Agatha Christie, how your story scared me,
in the end I feared for everybody but you presented
the most attractive solution in Caribbean Mystery,
tonight I can sleep well, no more nightmares of
me being a murder victim, I felt depressed on
meeting your characters

But now all is well, glad I could make it to the end,
face fears especially when Molly had hallucinations
and blackouts – this is why your books are good,
they scare and then lull me to sleep and make
life seem so great!

A Caribbean Mystery - Agatha Christie

Anything is Possible

The code could also be a hologram - no-one
can explain how it was created by some mind
beyond imagination, we have to invent some-
thing to read the Book of Life

It states Einstein’s Unified Field Theory exists
in a 5th dimension beyond these 3 dimensions
of space and 4th of time - quantum physicists
already agree a 5th does exist

Only fact about code’s origin: no human could
encode it; proof of an intelligence completely
different from our own, we are not alone, an
outside encoder is somewhere

Michael Drosnin’s report on code research
enriches my life, nourishment for a starving
imagination, I feel privileged to study the
theories and thoughts of scientists

Exploring myriad dimensions of holographic
reality by shining their mind’s laser-light on it,
we live in a holographic universe constituted
of waves varying in frequencies

Anything is possible, those without interest
need never know - being curious I am not
content to remain in the dark when thought
can illuminate all to reveal the reality

Beyond eternity…


The Bible Code, Michael Drosnin, Weidenfeld &
Nicolson, 1997 ----
pp. 45&46

Dream on Every Thought

You cannot expect me to find this boring,
living on the edge of the abyss, only the
flow of information, the mystery of un-
explainable infinity, holds any interest

I’m not a human being but a human striving,
need challenges and ideals to inspire me -
found one of such variety, yet you yawn in
reply - now you experience how I feel

When faced with the boring facts of life,
steel girders of visible reality alienating
me from my spirit, forcing me to go
on quests to find new ideas

Quests are lonely - I admit - discovery is
great even if isolation hurts a little bit, the
ecstasy of finding the best experience
felt by restless consciousness…

**********************************************
How much could there be in the Bible code,
is there a limit to the information it can con-
tain, if you say EVERYTHING is in there, can
you explain it to the layman:

The original Hebrew limited-data-base text of
the Old Testament is only 304 805 letters long,
yet unlimited information bits encoded in end-
less combinations, 20 billion bits at least

More data than can be found in several lifetimes,
without including crossword puzzles created by
2, 3 or 10 words linked together – actually the
amount of information is incalculable

An infinite set of data found at first level of the
Bible code, there is more to come – oh, joy,
I savour every word, dream on every thought!


The Bible Code, Michael Drosnin, Weidenfeld &
Nicolson, 1997 ----
pp. 44&45

Infinite Being

The Bible Code by Michael Drosnin - read
it before - it is pure joy, started at the back
with Chapter Notes - p. 185 - because it's
difficult to focus on explanations when
a great book ends

The Bible Code mentions a fifth dimension
and Alan Guth, physicist, confirms it exists
though only defined in paradox: being smaller
than the atom’s nucleus, yet containing
the whole universe

We live in a five-dimensional world: 3 of
space, a 4th of time and a 5th of all things
spiritual – what mysterious ideas - just
the thing to awaken a dream on the
possibility of infinite being…


The Bible Code, Michael Drosnin, Weidenfeld &
Nicolson, 1997 ---- pp 185 and 196

One Ideal Appeals

Finished Tim LaHaye’s Why You Act The
Way You Do, deeply impressed with the
way he inveighs against temperaments,
explaining the melancholy as a sinful,
selfpitying martyr who can only over-
come by giving unconditional love

Smiling when the focused choleric stomps
on their dreams and sets their ideals alight
with the fire of their unquenchable ire, true
faith changes believers into wonderful dogs
and I have no canine attributes, being more
like a cat - of leopard persuasion

The melancholy’s focus on self is indication of
sin leading to eternal damnation; so be it, none
of those spiritual gifts La Haye states as general
possession of every Christian has manifested in
this melancholic’s life - to smile when taking an
emotional beating from the unfeeling only a mask

The way LaHaye blithely believes every problem
can be fixed by being faithful and good does not
seem to be reflected in the world we live in and
this is clearly our very own fault for being so un-
believing, quantum physics must be right, a
huge dose of devotion changes the world

Tim LaHaye created a special niche for him, his
wife and Ministry, wonderful testimony, admirable
integrity, I wonder why my attempts to increase in
holiness never led to such dizzying heights, only
one ideal still appeals: the quest for wisdom, to
understand the why, wherefore and how…

Why You Act The Way You Do – Tim LaHaye,
Tyndale House Publishers, Living Books
edition, 1984

Scintillating Humour & Ice-cold Refusal

French class is cancelled, I remain stuck in my
little space, faced with administration, Tim LaHaye
is ready to tell me about temperament and marital
presence, the last thing I want to hear today, a forced
break have me enjoying phrases by Terry Pratchett
like a gourmet enjoying culinary delights

The cool spearmint of Pratchett’s scintillating humour
makes the heavy meals of Cataclysmic Egyptian events
more palatable while I’m spicing my Bibliotherapy with
the mixed chocolate and strawberry ices provided by
the temperament theories of Tim LaHaye

“Igneous had always found the general denial more
reliable than the specific refutation” – and I am even
more amused by “If you want to be successful in the
criminal world, you need a reputation for honesty”

Ohmygoodness, this is wisdom indeed, I love it!


Feet of Clay - Terry Pratchett – Victor Gollancz, 1996
p. 81


Ice-cold Refusal

Act of God Graham Phillips - a very academic
account, the first 200 pages are bone dry but
I forged on, set on reaching wonderful theories
about cataclysm & history, nearly did not make
it, getting buried under a dearth of facts, names,
funerary rites, conventional Egyptology

Ice-cold refusal to consider Graham Hancock
theories about pyramid age determined by
precipitation marks - all irrelevant, I'm only
guided by a need for the enthusiasm of the
inspired researcher but the first 200 pages
fail to touch the reader

After suffocating in a desert of words, names,
facts and conjectures, the author promises to
prove that the Egyptian events were the effect
of ancient cataclysms, I hope to reach this part
of the academic dissertation before losing my
mind in boring reams of facts

It’s clear why maverick Zechariah Sitchin
is so much more interesting to read, especially
when one has no use for the ancient lore
in designing a dreamy life...

Act of God - Graham Phillips, Pan Books, 1988

Mysterious And Mythical

Found a new book in the library - Act of God
a story of cataclysm, Tutankhamun as well as
Atlantis in which detective Graham Phllips un-
covers extraordinary events – thank heaven,
a mysterious Egyptian tomb, just what I need
to add oomph to my quiet existence

I live my life in my head, when reading material
becomes scarce I am in dire straits; a discovery
to give meaning to my days on earth which seem
to be such a useless material illusion; only third
thoughts & inner narrative imperative create new
lines combining historical events

In symbolical significance, being devoted to all
things spiritual, I am delighted by everything
mysterious and mythical


Act of God – Tutankhamun, Moses & The
Myth of Atlantis - The True Story of The
Greatest Cataclysm to shape Civilisation
By Graham Phillips, Pan Books, 1998

Impressed by the Edifice

Impressed by the edifice constructed by Tim
LaHaye; distilling the essence of what he says:
dealing with our temperament enables us to
rectify problems with anger and depression;
empowering individuals to take responsibility
for what happens to them

As pastor of a Church he provides community
context within which people can apply their new
gifts, I like the society he depicts where people
find joy in serving each other, the philosophical
question whether God exists, is irrelevant when
those who dream up such ideals

Improve the lives of people who follow their pre-
cepts, an intelligent stream of love creates the
benevolent universe and manifests as thinking
people who inhabit it and can think up religion
and rational self-interest; and who can mould
themselves to represent any Deity

Every individual is free to choose where he wants
to be, a person with integrity lives morally superior
whether as atheist or by following Muslim, Buddhist,
Christian or Hare Krisna systems; one with evil intent
will manage to bend the ethical system of any faith
to suit his own purposes…

Why You Act The Way You Do – Tim LaHaye,
Tyndale House Publishers, Living Books
edition, 1984

Anger Is a Habit

Tim LaHaye is an excellent psychologist,
he devised seven steps for curing anger,
resentment and bitterness:

Recognise anger as harmful and counter-
productive, a problem to be overcome by
achieving the victory

Clearly express anger while repeating the
decision to let go of angry thought-patterns
over and over

Forgive those who caused anger, knowing
you have done, or have the capacity to do
the same or worse

Repeat the procedure when hostile thoughts
return, giving thanks in every case of insult,
rejection and injury

Be thankful for everything as thankfulness
is therapeutic, helps to reduce the flaming
anger and brings positive thoughts

Filled with love for others, including object of
wrath - then you cannot be plagued by anger
and hostility yourself

Anger is a habit of temperament ignited by any
distress or unpleasant conditions; anger can
ruin your mind, health, business

And family life; repeat above formula when-
ever you get angry because doing it only
once cannot help immediately

The formula has to be acquired by carefully
cultivated habit which can then become
second nature

pp 280 - 282
Why You Act The Way You Do – Tim LaHaye,
Tyndale House Publishers, Living
Books edition, 1984

Meant To Accept All Assumptions

I admire the great achievements of Christians,
special believers like Tim LaHaye delineating four
temperaments and overcoming them through the
work of the Holy Spirit, I tried to emulate them in
my youth and found to my chagrin I could not

Every fear called a sin simply means being human
the most sinful state of existence, until we can stop
being normal, we are instruments of evil, what a pity
all my attempts at changing into a holier me ended
disastrously, while acknowledging their good results

I admit to being condemned to live my life as I am,
without external infusions - in my defence, I worked
at religion, only gave up when nothing happened,
concluding I was meant to accept all assumptions
and spiritual groups as each other’s equal

This is why exposure to their delights
never had any effect…

“Why You Act The Way You Do” - Tim LaHaye

Transcend

The cosmos, including humans, consists of
superimposed waves in various frequencies
forming beats by peaking together in regular
sequence of rhythmic patterns

Human life is a dance governed by patterned
rhythms, directed by the sun’s electromagnetic
fields of radiation, which are determined by
the planets' configurations

Everything on earth consists of cosmic energy -
pattern pictures in series, all things in existence
are electromagnetic phenomena formed by
these patterns of waves frequencies

In a universe of effervescence, liquid water forms
ice crystal regions in remembrance of its frozen
existence, fragile water directs all forms of life
by means of chemical reactions

Chaos is free, uses paths formed by patterns to
create unique directions for life to transcend
the present in unheard-of new innovations…

Lyall Watson “Supernature” pp.1-100

Monte Cristo Count

Oh, best adventure book for kids… ‘The
Count of Monte Cristo’, one student said,
youthful impressions of vengeance and sad
betrayal - his beloved married his arch-
enemy – not for me, I prefer

‘The Scarlet Pimpernel’, I said, the hero so
bold in action and secretive and his beloved
Marguerite so bewildered but faithful to him;
this is the best adventure book for kids, I do
not want to repeat the experience

Of betrayal again, since it is all fiction I can
choose which fantasy to take with me; the
men in class can have their Monte Cristo
Count while I shall stick to the bloodthirsty
Scarlet Pimpernel events when

Disguised as a hag, he saved aristocrats, in
the end, with Marguerite’s help also - from
the embrace of Madame la Guilottine; this
and Jules Verne - will do for me

Hermit-Existence

Rereading “Ageing is an Attitude” I laughed
when realising that what the author depicts
as the more reflective, slower lifestyle of the
elderly, applies to how I have lived from my
youth; no wonder I do not see the distinction
between young and old and what has to be
changed with increasing age

Now I happily settle into my hermit-existence
with more self-confidence - relishing my best
Cinderella-dreams as the most glorious vision
I could conjure knowing manifestation would
only have spoilt them; glad that remaining as
I am is the best thing while dreams shall lead
to ever more magnificent visions


‘Aging is an Attitude’ Cecil Murphey – AMG
Publishers, 2005

Amplify Inner Visions

Finished reading true private eye stories searching
for missing persons, so many people romantisize the
past and early experience; we should enjoy our visions,
not try to find them manifested in real events, it is better
to fail in tracing old flames or abusive parents

Imagination enables us to improve on reality and create a
better world - the fact that the past proves their memories
of young love wrong, teaches us to look ahead to create the
best future we can, instead of trying to find idealized images
in real life – we should project these dreams

Into the future, striving to amplify our inner visions…


‘The Man with the Turquoise Eye and Other True Stories of
a Private Eye’s Search for Missing Persons’ – Norma Mott
Tillman with David Hunter; Rutledge Hill Press; 1995 ----
“Fanning Old Flames” pp 131-137

Searches for Persons

U-oh, private eye searches for missing persons,
a beautiful client tracking her first love refusing
to meet her, she switched to previous boyfriend
who reacted the same way

Leaving me with a thousand questions, an un-
solved mystery – what about this woman was
so abhorrent to her former acquaintance; why
is there is no answer -

Then the case of a strange woman’s look-
alike daughter dating her own unknown father
and the mother still shocked and reluctant to
spill the beans – Oh no

I had better return to more salubrious material,
these human interest stories trump the tabloids
for insoluble mysteries that spoil all my waking
moments…


‘The Man with the Turquoise Eye - True Stories of
a Private Eye’ – Norma Mott Tillman with David
Hunter; Rutledge Hill Press - 1995

Alive, Aware And Free

A lie-detector expert, Clive Baxter, attached
polygraph machines to philodendron leaves,
tracings showed typical responses obtained
when subject to brief emotional stimulation,
he decided to burn a leaf and the tracing went
wild showing fright, the plant read the threat
he only formulated in his head!

‘The Secret Life of Plants’ by Christopher Bird
and Peter Tomkins proved that plants respond
to thought, speech and prayer – but scientists
questioned their experiments which could not
be replicated indefinitely, only sensitives elicit
a response from plants which means they found
character determines results

This has been confirmed by quantum physics:
observation influences the object observed as
well as observer, particles follow expectations
appearing as wave or fixed point reacting to pre-
conceived assumptions; these pioneers have
been vindicated by the quantum’s probability
curve replacing pre-determination

Intensifying my fascination with all things wild and
wonderful – the clockwork universe requirement
for inevitable predictability destroyed by random
probability; every particle is alive, aware and free
to choose existence to non-being by means of
chemical communication*


‘The Reader’s Digest Book of Strange Stories,
Amazing Facts’, Reprinted July 1977

“Do Plants Have Emotions? Sensitive creatures
in the plant world” - p 91

* Studies in the Kruger National Park has shown when
a tree’s leaves are eaten, nearby trees change their
chemical composition forcing herbivores to move
several trees away to find fresh, sweet leaves;
thus nature prevents overgrazing, if animals
are forced to eat nearby leaves, they die of
bloated stomachs

THE THIRD EYE & LIVING SUNDIAL

THE THIRD EYE

The third eye grants a knowledge divine
says a Sanskrit Manuscript, with the light
of a million lustrous suns, today scientists
suppose the pineal gland to be the third eye

White and grey tissue, pea-sized, cone-shaped,
buried at the back of the skull on the brain’s mid-
line; primitive, light-sensitive, producing hormone
melatonin - melanin pigment for skin/hair colouring

Manufactured from serotonin, a chemical in the pineal
enabling rational thought, when blocked by LSD, man
suffers schizophrenia and hallucinations – the pineal
gland affects body processes and the emotions

Lobsang Rampa said when the third eye opening was
made in his head, the pineal gland enabled him to see
the aura – the angry red flames spurting from violent
people, I am glad I cannot see that

Though I would have loved to see the pure golden aura
around the heads of the holy – and the purplish blue
around the truly spiritual…


‘The Reader’s Digest Book of Strange Stories,
Amazing Facts’, Reprinted July 1977

“The Eye of Enlightenment” - Mystery inheritance
from our remote ancestors - pp 44 & 45


A LIVING SUNDIAL

Man, the living sundial, blood changing just
before sunrise and living life within three
rhythmic cycles - earth’s daily turning on
an axis, the moon monthly orbiting earth,
the yearly earth journey around the sun

Pulse, temperature, hormones, blood pressure
and breathing rise and fall in tandem with the
world’s spin – since ability, temper and resis-
tance to infection are controlled by all these
rhythms and sunlight spurs hypothalamus
action which stimulates hormones -

It explains why date of conception has such
a huge influence on temperament
and attitude!


‘The Reader’s Digest Book of Strange Stories,
Amazing Facts’, Reprinted July 1977

“Larks and Owls – The inner clock that rules
our lives” - pp 51 & 52

Such Sweet Belief

A wonderful life, serving his fellow-man
the only fear of old age is death seen as
non-being until resurrection at the end of
time to face his loving God – such sweet
belief led to amazing accomplishment, he
is to be commended

He never allowed an Arthur Findlay to
influence him, never checked the British
Occult Society or Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
on continuous awareness after death, nor
allowed reports of the reincarnated to
distract him from now events

All he fears is non-existence until he awakens
in heaven – however much I admire his life, I
cannot pay the same price: closing my eyes
to all contrary evidence in single-minded de-
votion to duty; for me the magic of quantum
physics and magnetic energy

Is too wonderful to be ignored for religious
peace of mind and serving the temporary;
I love enduring ideas of eternal conscious-
ness much more than fleeting imagery -
yet I am glad people’s happiness is in
the hands of believers like him…


‘Aging is an Attitude’ Cecil Murphey – AMG
Publishers, 2005