Attack Is Attracted

Self-preservation through mutual respect seems so

logical - so obvious - thus you must forgive me when

I suspect brain damage in the case of my friend Vicky

who never gives an inch to anybody as she believes

this world is unjust, thus she seeks to create trouble

Wherever she goes to produce evidence to confirm her

belief that the world is a bad place and NOBODY is to

be trusted, Vicky walks through the world with her fists

up - ready to protect herself from attack - with such a

belligerent attitude that attack is attracted & invariably

Comes to prove her darkest suspicions - - yet if she’d

only be kind and considerate; she would find that the

world is a wonderful, happy place where people help

each other without ever requiring aggression to get

anything done: Vicky lives on her own planet where

Everyone is out to get her - especially me as I have -

 apparently - deprived Vicky of sustenance since she

has known me when we were kids and so she uses

her powers to evoke antagonism - as angry people

make her feel she has proof for her theory that the

 

WHOLE world is out to get her…

Harmony And Freedom

It would be so easy to accept we can’t talk to each other,

communication quite impossible as honesty is illegal and

prohibited - since my goal is to be happy, not proving that

I’m right or that I have rights, not winning arguments - or

revealing my thoughts - and

 

You automatically take the opposite side of any opinion I

express, you reject the validity of every feeling I reveal, it

is the total destruction of peace and contentment when we

discuss anything honestly; and since my goal is harmony

and freedom from quarrels - and

 

Disagreements - the best policy thus is a happy silence in

which my thoughts are free - never to be tethered by any

power on earth or in heaven…

https://youtu.be/H7ovCbdLCfk

Time Loops Stretch Into Infinity [Revised]

The ballet Nutcracker presents me with a sensory overload,

I can watch it piecemeal one segment at a time, there is so

much to take in - the music is glorious and the dancers are

magical, but when it comes at me all at once on it’s own it

is a hammer hitting me right between the eyes

 

Tonight I’m watching The Waltz of the Flowers on a loop to

try and survive, to enjoy the experience instead of riding on

the fast-moving train of a whole ballet which runs me over -

and I fall asleep with fatigue due to sensory overload, so here

it goes - the Internet was invented for me -

 

To watch my favourite ballet piecemeal, enjoy every moment

created by a framework of steel-reality, and from which the

endless diagonal, horizontal and vertical time loops can be

stretched into infinity…

Dream Not Easily Fulfilled [Revised]

If only it were possible to take advantage 

of Seth’s information that we’re not living 

our various reincarnations consecutively 

but all at the same time - simultaneously 

 

I keep wondering - would it have been fun 

to experience more than one life and share

ideas - maybe we’re synthesising the insights 

gained already - and while we’re all alive

in the various realities our lives unfold in 

 

Although for me it is not possible to peek

beyond the iron framework of this reality

into mysterious realms beyond the five 

senses - just trying to trust my 6^th sense

is a dream which is not so easily fulfilled

 

[Jane Roberts: “Seth Speaks”]

This Headache Explodes [Revised]

Every time this headache explodes and I drive my

cerebral limo over the cliff into the abyss, a very

kind guru assures me I am alone in my pain; the

non-physical energy never accompanies anybody

into trial and tribulation as it is the purely human,

 

physical manifestation of sanguine vibrations gone

wrong - and while my mental vehicle plunges to the

ground, I cannot stop it - because a quantum leap

from pain into happiness is highly improbable - so

I accept the grey emptiness after my fall and nurse

 

red-hot pain until the lava streams have changed

into black volcanic rock and grey ashes - when the

headache exploded again today, right after I used

a new toothpaste, I decided to get rid of it and test

the theory that it might be the culprit: suffering so

 

much pain without spiritual advantage or mental

gain is idiotic - and I can’t go through it again…

A Million Angels

People who criticise are sour, bitter and evil; criminals

are attracted to hateful spitefulness and attack these  

people to let them enjoy their self-fulfilling prophesies

 

In our country security companies keep us safe & happy,

problems are dealt with by the community and charities;

like every country in the world we have rules; you’re not

 

Allowed to go walkabout in the Kruger National Park where

lions abound, while idiots break rules and get eaten by the

lions; rational people know those rules save lives: We have

 

Rules about where we live and when we go out, so as not to

be attacked by wild animals and criminals - and then we all

live together, hippos and giraffes and criminals and security

 

Guards and civilians like us, in happiness and love without

eating each other: People live on islands - the hateful and

spiteful meet up with each other, and self-righteous victims

 

Always find oppressors; ignorant, fearful & anxious types

who refuse to trust in love & rational action for their safety,

attract criminals like a magnet - that is why it is said that

 

You will be safe when you TRUST in the higher power of

Love, wherever we go a light shines on us as a million

angels are taking care of us - and for that matter -

 

A million angels are taking care of you too!       

Need To Face Foes [Rev]

Growing up in a swirling, churning tornado threatening to 

destroy all in a moment, safety lies in finding the storm’s 

eye & isolating within an ivory tower: today life just doesn’t 

feel right with no horizon-menacing tornado; so, when 

life flows so smoothly less any problems forcing me

 

Weather storms by climbing onto a raft and sailing away 

over the horizon - it demonstrates something’s wrong, I 

need to face foes - to wrestle them to the ground - or 

cajole and scold the broke-hearted into improving 

themselves - otherwise I just become a lazy drifter on

 

The edge of life, binge-watching TV series and loosing

contact with reality, scrutinising lives of my loved ones to 

see where I can offer unsolicited advice; but my acerbic

tongue makes my beloved’s chary of attempts to pull them

up against their will - sometimes I have to watch their self-

 

Destructive behaviour without interfering in a self-inflicted

misery - I realise that only experience can teach - words

cannot reach the heart of anyone without their trying out

things for themselves; I have done the most idiotic things

in my journey through life and now have to respect the

 

Right of others to learn through trial and error - yet I would

love to be giving them guidance, though it would probably

constitute inspiring them from frying pan into the fire…