Accomplish By Myself

Wish I could calm down my brain, I

can manually change, but my mind

automatically returns to depression

and pain when situations change

I try to remember the benevolence

of our wonderful universe fostering

all forms of life, even mine; yet as

soon as a challenge of boredom -

The result of human beings forcing

themselves to do things that should

not exist like being immobile and

useless - presents, I get angry

And being helpless, depressed - it

seems changing the attitude in my

brain ought to change all that – but

cannot accomplish it by myself…