I Have a Correspondent

How interesting - having studied Abraham-Hicks’ on-line messages from

1997 to date, to read criticism levelled against Esther Hicks. Having read

EVERYTHING on the Internet – and you know me, I do read everything

and printed lots of it to read on paper, having read their journal, watched

their DVD and listening to their introduction CD, I am surprised and

amused that people make such FALSE accusations against them.

They have NEVER asked for money, their products are for sale and one

is free to buy or not - and their message changed my life around and led

me to post poetry on the Internet – only through the motivation and encou-

ragement they gave was I able to overcome my fear. I would have lost

my best friend and Big Bro if I were left to my own scary fantasies, but

working on the positive rules they teach, I was able to keep in touch

with him.

If I had allowed my own ideas to guide me, I would never have com-

municated with you after making a fool of myself - too much enthusiasm

and getting everything wrong – but Abraham’s message enabled me to

continue through the darkest parts of my journey.

And their message of attraction is daily proved in my life. When I am under

the influence of the allergy and my brain malfunctions, I do everything wrong

as my muscles and whole central nervous system are affected – and people

react negatively to me; even my loved ones find me odious at those times  

and no amount of help offered changes my negative and anxious

behaviour.

But when I follow my diet and are symptom-free, I find myself smiling and

relating to people with kindness and they react to me with joy. I only get

from people what I send out to them, and I experience everything

Abraham says.

I used to think the world was full of lovely people and I was a horrible

person for evoking negative responses – now I know the world is full

of ordinary people who BECOME lovely when I accost them with joy –

which I can only do when I am allergy-free. When I am delighted, I

evoke such delight from others, it seems like we are in heaven. When

I am in a position to help people, I can overcome the allergy-symptoms

– if they are not too strong  – and still evoke a positive response – but

when allergy-free, I evoke the most wonderful reaction from people.

I used to think everybody was always smiling and kind because they are

such special people. Then I discovered that they are reacting to my smile-

and if my smile is not there, they react differently. I send out a vibration

and it returns to me, exactly like Abraham says. I am so glad I don’t have

to defend my work against anybody who dislikes inconsistency - because

my poetry is an example of inconsistent ideas and feelings - being

anonymous, I don’t fear people querying my work – thank heaven.

I have great admiration for Esther that she is able to lay herself

bare to criticism.

As usual, individuals form groups around Abraham’s ideas and make a

mess of it – as ALL groups do – so I remain a lone wolf doing my own

thing and applying what works without having to answer to anybody

and without getting drawn into any cult – I am too inconsistent 
for that too!

I needed to explain my views after reading the comments on the Internet,

and hallelujah; I have a correspondent to whom I can direct my musings;

otherwise I would have had to swallow my  ideas and BURST!