I have to break rules because these seem to be
such unnatural things, life seems so free as if we
were born to experience joy and beauty and not
form committees and set up rules to regulate life
into pain and crucifixes, life seems to be made for
discovery and not to dissect and regurgitate facts
I’m glad scientific types love doing the destruction
and philosophers decipher meaning and all made
machines that can do the rule-keeping so people
like me can be free to enjoy life as beauty - when
rules rear their ugly heads I have to see whether
they really apply to me since I might be keeping
Dietary restrictions that are based on fiction, so
whatever the prescription or rule, I have to test it
frequently to make sure it is still applicable - but
after my latest transgressions and the simmering
headache & claustrophobia spinning out of control
I’m willing to be docile again and follow the rules
Which will enable me to become a normal human
being again - not falling asleep in the middle of a
conversation or during a visit as I did yesterday, not
feeling tired all the time with the Alice-in-Wonderland
experience of my head expanding with lead and my
neck distorted with pain, not sitting on the front porch
In the middle of winter in the cold wind as I’m feverish
suffering anxiety attacks, due to trying a new liqueur
and exciting foodstuffs: it’s back to basics, I give up my
adventurous spirit for the ability to live in comfort - and
then I can delight in beauty and love again…
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Persephone And Pomegranate
I’m sure Persephone would say a lot about not
eating pomegranate - or anything else - under
adverse circumstances if asked to comment,
after eating six pomegranate seeds she was
Condemned to spend 6 month every year in
the realm of Hades, far from the sun & Ceres
her mother lets the world die till her daughter
returns from the cold dark beneath; this goes
To show everyone we should be careful about
what we eat and where, consuming things in
the wrong place might lead us astray and if I
had a choice today, I would not consume food
I’m allergic to just to test whether I still have an
allergy to these because it’s been empirically
proven - I still fall ill when consuming wheat...
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