Woke up with emptiness within, feeling as if worms had
destroyed my mind and locusts had consumed my heart,
getting up with fear overwhelming, moving through a fog
of confusion, then remembering: I are pizza last night, it
tasted so good, but my life is predicated on the strict rule
never-ever eating pizza - it has the effect of setting off a
bomb in my head with brain short-circuiting and chemical
depression; when the folk at home order pizza they kindly
say - Surely you can have one piece - and what a mistake
Then I know what I’m missing - but let me be brave, tackle
the day with a hole in my head and feelings all depressed,
it made me lose sight of my cast of characters - supposed
to produce a movie for me, but since I’ve been here before
I know objectively these painful moments will pass - I shall
break free to feel good again, patience is all that is needed
and following all rules that make my existence pleasurable:
only eating food which has been proven healthy and good…
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