My beloved wants the whole world to turn into a fast-food restaurant,
order given, order received, boom - no time elapsing in between, no
waiting, my beloved thinks waiting and patience are demonic creations
against which he must rail all the time to show the Almighty exactly
What a bad system governs the earth, he thinks some people were
born with a silver spoon - and since he hasn’t been born like that,
there is a supernatural power keeping him from finding bliss - he
wants happiness on his own conditions: everything he wants must
Manifest instantly, no planting seed and waiting for it to sprout, he
wants to live on the maxim of Open Sesame or he won’t play at all -
he is not engaging with life, just making endless lists and ticking off
accomplishments - everything achieved is a moment of bliss
Immediately forgotten in the next desire for immediate achievement,
now his life is on hold indefinitely until the air-con man arrives - he is
late, just to spite my beloved, part of a demonic complot, and until my
beloved can get a new pair of glasses, after cataract surgery
He is frowning steadily as he wants everything perfect immediately,
not wait for improvement as reading is difficult, the whole house is
seething in his rage against his terrible destiny - to have to wait - like
every other human being….
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