Release All These

Undercover sinus is no fun, nose blocked
when laying down - no sleep, accompanied
by fever laying shivering in bed, a train wreck –
when getting up, head under heavy pressure
of cobwebs winding tight; ears unblocked by
allergen products but constriction in throat &
thorns hurting scalp remain unchanged

Combine this with osteoarthritis and it’s easy
to see why euthanasia becomes very impor-
tant to me and every sensible sufferer, long
before body electronics are ready to conk in
due to emotional neglect and a negative life-
style as we vibrate negatively, our electricity
stuck in overdrive; long before we’re aware

Of the black, scalding, poisonous thoughts 
we bury beneath false smiles which always
escape at night when we believe our guilty
conscience will let us rest; yea, long before
the physical life force is ready to wind down,
the free spirit is stuck in an old automaton
that lost its power and drive; oh no -

I shudder to think what we become – all this
caused by the poisons we eat, a sedentary
lifestyle & toxic thoughts; I hope to release
all these before death so my spirit can’t be
coerced into returning to earth; this life was
difficult enough, never want to start again,
therefore I’m learning how to escape from

Repetitive lives so as to move to the infinite
spheres where all thoughts manifest as real
without the filter of time between desire and
appearance, I still have such a long way to
go to leave my anxieties behind…