Can’t sleep, lost concentration on routines
today, escaped by thinking exciting things,
started reading Terry Pratchett’s new book,
watched TV, ‘The No1 Ladies Detective
Agency’ – presenting human foibles
infused with love
I have letters to translate, need to deflate
all bubbly thoughts of fantasy in order to
concentrate on boring tomorrow
Without sleep I become hyperactive to flee
the fatigue; allergy is very strict, makes me
feel guilty about everything, forcing me to
seek deeper meaning in all phenomena
Perpetual insomnia, night after night, changes
me into a crocodile surviving on fantasies to
escape the reptilian inability to fit into modern
society because I am bored
My epic struggle against the feeling of
boredom a never-ending struggle
against myself...
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