This morning I ate another gluten-free roll, it seemed
so logical, Pastrami and salad and tomato - although
the world seemed to recede - - feel like sitting behind
a glass wall - can’t think straight - can’t relate - can’t
complete my duties, then to exacerbate the situation
We ate gluten-free chicken schnitzel tonight, after the
whole day behaving badly - talking too much and too
loud and earache and mental fog and confusion - it’s
become clear that I’m not myself and it feels as if I’m
sitting at the bottom of a well - without ability to see
Or hear or think clearly - so from now on gluten-free
rolls are on the no-no list, to be taken but rarely - if I
partake of it too freely, I lose my mind and it’s scary,
a nightmare which I hate - from now on I shall stick
with vegetables and steak - until I’m a human being
Again and I shall no longer dabble with new dishes
like these, feeling scared and alone without a brain,
the Little Alien in my head is nearly dead & the poor
simpleton living my life cannot take control - this is
no way to live one’s life!
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