Every time this headache lifts for a while --- it returns with a
vengeance, my head more swollen, the world blurry, sounds
hurting my ears, existential depression grown worse, so much
so - I’m convinced that people who wrote existential treatises
must have been suffering from allergy symptoms also, every-
thing they say from hell being other people to hell being me -
Myself, resonates with the way I feel when the dust allergy gets
worse and increasing on a daily basis & all medication exacts a
hefty price: it only works on condition the patient agrees to grow
deaf, blind and brain-dead - and to that kind of Mephistophelian
deal I can’t agree, reading & thinking are two activities I love to
engage in - without these I might as well be dead; though when
The pain is bad, my thinking falls to a level lower than that of the
average town idiot and reading becomes self-flagellation, but it is
still more preferable than doing no reading at all: let me eat these
Ginger Nuts, enjoy the temporary lift the burning ginger and syrup
bring - and face the sorrow of allergy after-effects tomorrow
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