Feeling miserable and ill with symptoms of allergy,
I feel like a different person, this head can’t be mine
because I can breathe and think with my own head,
but this head is busy suffocating & the whole inside
Is sizzling and fizzing and shrinking and I can’t think
or listen or understand or feel anything - fatigue so
overpowering I fall asleep when sitting still, all kinds
of sounds seem irritating and life feels so frustrating
I want to run away from myself, nowhere to go, even
the marvelous book I’m reading, “The Music Shop”,
feels like a threat, as discomfort increases, I count
out more pills - if one of them starts working, even
If only partially, it will stop me from living this hell of
a feeling, to me this pain is absolutely intolerable
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