Finally sinking into the feeling of despair thatenables me to do my job, accepting nauseous
loneliness, scrutinizing endless words in a
tortuous mental stream
I would probably have been unhappy any-
where, nowhere on earth is safe against
the depression alive within me, falling
into the Black Hole
Dante’s Purgatory swallowing me whole, no
act of rebellion can save me from the pain of
sunshine fading, this is my fate, whether
self-inflicted or not
The storm in my mind abates leaving a hole
where my heart has been, saying goodbye
to everything that gave me hope, facing
criminal documents
Unending lists, meaningless, totally absurd
filling my whole universe, I have to remain
depressed in order to complete useless
routines in order to
Survive my life…
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