Worse Than I Am

I am on a rampage
to snuff out my headache
if I snuff out myself in the
process, so be it, making
a systematic search of all
the pills we have at home

Trying one of every kind
for release from tension
and incomprehension, if
only I could attack hubby
with an axe and explode
a bomb

At the office life would feel
so much better, annihilate
and kill to solve everything,
pain intensifies, impervious
to chemical attack

Driving me nuts, I am growing
worse than I already
am!