Seven-Deadly-Sins-Deed

It's lovely to have Charlatan kids to bring variety 

into the CharCastle, Nici's friend - a paramedic -

dancing in with a delightful doughnut offering and 

I had three, shocking indeed, why not, it's not often 

That temptation gaily glides into the kitchen and 

delicately heats three doughnuts with caring hands: 

how discourteous to refuse an offer sent by the gods, 

it's just that afterwards I reap my just reward: the sugar 

Headache everyone knows who commits one or more 

of the seven deadly sins in the course of their life - pity 

is I do it on repeat, one thing I have learned is that I never 

learn anything: whenever I end up in the same situation 

I do exactly the same thing regardless of previous lack 

of success, psychologists insist we can reform - BUT 

I have never managed to improve my performance, I 

simply rush in and hit my head, just like my twin sis the 

Glorious Duchess - though she Googles herself out of all   

guilt trips and I Google myself into them, being a happy 

spiritualist I believe we have capacity to commit every 

possible sin & shouldn't blame others when things 

Go awry, but my delightful Duchess studies web texts 

and blames the evil intent of other people - and it is a 

sad perspective because she remains the victim of all 

these heathens - MY theory  places guilt squarely on 

My own shoulders, thus I am in control and declare 

victoriously: I brought this over myself, when I learn 

to change myself, I shall change the world, therefore 

I'm free; only problem is - I'm Alice in Wonderland 

Stuck in reality's quantum cycles which keep changing 

me and I never learn anything, a conundrum not to be  

explained - but who cares, as long as I absolve myself,

follow a diet on the morrow and regain my health 

Just to commit, with infinite stealth, the same kind of 

self-destructive seven-deadly-sins-deed...

[For Ivan, teacher of philosophy, who accepts I am unteachable]