Sledgehammer [Rev]

The sledgehammer in my head hammers
away, imploding eardrums as I try in vain
to think translating thoughts - to commit a
few translating deeds - with the net effect
I'm lost in a hive of secret rules I will never
understand, the shrinking feeling indenting
my head & sucking all light and theory into
the black hole lurking there - is leaving me
with the realisation that the light shining in
the darkness did not reach my brain - with
the angry Little Alien glaring at life through
the red haze of scared incomprehension

Irreplaceable [Rev]

Fed up with reruns on favourite channels, I idly
watched “Tangled” on Disney Channel, a remake of
Rapunzel triggering memories of my “first times”
spoiled as negative representations were offered
before I had sufficient experience; yet it was the
policy of Rapunzel’s evil “mother” leading to total

Failure in spoiling Rapunzel feeling delight at the
world’s wonders - showing we can choose what
we shall adulate irrespective of events - & for me
it was choosing to lift high the wonder of wisdom,
experience shared with people, changing life into
a wonder no-one can spoil for another since we

Are all born with predilections and inner guidance
chosen before we were born; I believe my goal is
LOVE tempered by Wisdom - when enjoying the
laughter of my son or daughter experience can’t
be spoiled as an Infinite First, these events can’t 
be replaced by anything else - being the totally

Wonderful and irreplaceable best experience I
dreamed of when consciousness manifested
itself in me as a separate human being

Soft Shine [Rev]

No more fear for the dark in my mind, no more anxiety
when the Black Hole seems to dissolve my being - it’s
all an illusion, light itself forms the darkness since it is
still alive within that total absence; light manifests in

Many ways, not just as a physical sensory experience -
empty space comprises consciousness units of bright
energy, alive with a light not physically detected, giving
birth to a full colour pallet while lighting the fires of life,

Consciousness units are alive, aware, intelligent & loving
toward all being, & there is no darkness in our physical
universe - so if dark’s alight with life experience which is
seen in dimensions outside space & time - I need never

Fear the dark descent again - there is a joy in the warm,
intimate light that enfolds the soul & encircles the heart,
such that we are safe in the dreamtime from where inner
senses get information, as it acts as the film set where

Planning takes place, from there we produce the movies
of our lives - all dark spaces alight with velvet comfort and
warmth - I wish Pratchett’s Death also feels its solace
since light keeps all who choose Wisdom within the

soft shine of perfect love…

Why Of My Birth [Rev]

Dreamtime, and not being able to live in a
body - not making life work, still living in a
dream creating mental bubbles excluding
everything & everyone else - except that
we wish to see in & extract from them; I

Wanted to share my ideas with someone -
then found so much to read on life and its
meaning my mind lags behind, and it’s all
I can do to keep reading, head exploding,
realising everything exists within a Great

Gestalt making the conscious subatomic
particles dreaming everything into being,
the joy of it all, the tactile sensations to be
experienced, the intelligent energy that
morphs into us, the most functional form

For adventures, challenging ourselves to
far greater accomplishments - it is such
a lot of exciting information I can’t keep
it to myself, but no-one seems to listen
to these new words –  can’t wait to get

Reading again, feeling the exquisite joy
of insight into the human psyche while
using my allotted time on the earth to
determine the why of my birth...

Past And Future [Rev]

I’m thoroughly miserable returning to a black
sitting room; the black fireplace & dark glass-
top table, the dark beige and brown couch, &
bland windows sans bead strings, the boring
curtains, the wooden old school-desk with a
threadbare carpet - and then I see

My collection of crystal, fairies and mermaids
hidden in the corner, shiny pearls and candle-
sticks, & the wonder of their beauty is bigger
than ever; I stare transfixed - that bare black 
outline of the wine-rack and useless fireplace
utensils forms a most perfect background for

My transparent treasures; the pink flowers,
all together in my bedroom corner, are a
delight for the eye - joy is condensed in one
quick burst of elated creation - with this I can
make it and plan a new beginning, colouring
my world with reflected rainbows in crystal

Perspectives filling the present moment with
past and future ornaments…

Feel Their Love [Rev]

Anti-Semitism is idiotism; why hate & destroy
a nation just because they succeed in living a
moral life - why measure adolescent jealousy
for them being superior to us when the fruits
of their excellent work benefit all of mankind,
why envy their talent when we have our very
own unique gifts also, when OUR childlike

Innocence and different perspective enables
us to offer our LOVE to the world in a warmer
way than the ethical, righteous Israeli can? -
We can choose to let go of frustration when
we fail to satisfactorily pollute their minds in
a way common to us, accept we can’t make
them as immoral as most to fit in – just as

Paul Gallico describes the puppet-master in
Love of Seven Dolls, this puppeteer cannot
bear his heroine’s childish innocence & trust,
tries to defile her, hurt her so much she will
change into a hating animal too, but he fails
spectacularly & he is won over by her love;
such as shown by an Israeli firm in Haifa -

Pluristem Therapeutecs injecting the lethal-
radiation patients with placenta-based cells
turning bone-marrow blood-cell production
to normal within 48 hours, and will provide
radiation antidote to the US when needed -
we’re trying to seduce Israel to begin hating
thru our antagonism, tho we can’t succeed

Due to quantum physics - the faith of this
moral nation is stronger than the physical
world’s bonds; keeping them among the
human races’ commonwealth benefits
all of us - just feel their love…

Isn’t That Grand [Rev.]

You unburdened your soul, telling me once again
how your suffering my house decorating takes so
much effort; my reply’s to lessen your pain, taking
down all my silver glitter bows that offend, storing
white lace, snowflakes, removing crystal glasses
and flowers from the deadpan black fireplace

Restoring a pristine blandness, calming your soul,
affording chances for new thinking why you can’t
face life with me about - my ideas driving you to
distraction, without imbibing you would not be able
to stand this - then you ask what’s wrong with your
brand of bland romance, your excellent character I

Reply, deserves my accolades, your dealing with
our son wasting your cash earns respect, & when
your soul-problems are solved - one of myriad
probabilities befalling one of our alternate selves -
you’ll appreciate how your faithful old mate always
praised your best qualities - now isn't that grand?