I hope I can stay down and resigned, that no false 
joy or illusionary delight draw my focus away from 
the blackness of our economy - from plummeting 
markets and my own aches and pains & may I be 
preserved from counting my blessings because 
That is blasphemy unheard, may I stay in the dark 
realm of unhappiness to save you from frustration 
of a cheerful me – what a cross that must be! – to 
keep following in your depressing footsteps, echo 
your forebodings and soothsaying of an eternal 
Drought in the heart, the shame of being unprepared 
for comfortable income and easy years - yes, let me 
sink my head and never lift my eyes, let me keep my 
gaze firmly fixed on the anxious thoughts that inspire 
our painful walk through life - may this absolute 
Depression replace my hateful aggression - so I can 
sigh and cry and be sad all the time - just as you 
want me to….
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