My ability to interact with the world is zero,
ability to REACT to the world very low also
My ability to be touched by the world is al-
most zero too: it used to be my life quest to
Give meaning to life and find the reason for
existence - now that I know truth is relative;
Subjective - AND - I’m trying to honour the
inner conviction everyone treasures, I find
It is difficult to honour MY OWN truth: How
to decide which meaning to appropriate for
Myself - am I too lazy to exercise a freedom
that is mine to claim if only I would be willing
To break the rules governing my life? Being
on pension means being irrelevant in terms
Of production; though humanitarian causes
abound – How does one set about running
Around serving when the true philanthropist
jumps into the cannibal’s pot - and being on
Pension - to me, at least - means being so
isolated within Covid 19 - it’s a suspension
Of the reality we grew up with and now I am
left with a travesty of what we once thought
Was logical and good: BUT life cannot have
any value if it is conditional on living as if we
Were dead already? The real and only worth-
while goal of life is to figure out how to die with
Dignity as soon as possible: How to reach non-
physical life to take charge of consciousness –
Because living life within an emptiness like this
is not real - it should be described as hell itself!
[Pretoria, South Africa - Monday 2 August 2021]
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