Tuesday, July 5, 2022

Joy Of Being Never Ends

I have come to the astonishing conclusion that some rules

are actually good, that the Lord and Master of the Crocodile

Castle is not an aberrant Scorpio, but a very fastidious Virgo

with the fire of a Leo which ignites as soon as little Crocodiles

and I cross him - but he is right about the function of rules to

bring routine, he's against making friends because he marches

 

To a different beat, when I met him I thought he was an alien

with his love for details and budgets and lists, then realised his

strongpoints made up for all my shortcomings, he seemed to be

an angel wearing a halo around his head, he set about helping

me to cut my unruly feet to make them fit into the Cinderella

glass slipper I dreamed about when I was small, he taught me

 

Real diplomacy and how to stick to regulations even if it feels

as if I’m dying while doing it, he helped me to fit into society &

keep a job although I broke every rule in the book, under his

guidance I kept my cool and never admitted to wrongdoing, I

honestly repented of every sin, quite unsure why I could not

keep to the morals and ethics I espoused since I was small

 

While Virgo kept budget and house under control and steered

his company through IT projects, I managed to translate every

document that crossed my desk, though it was more boring

than I can explain - music kept me sane, poetry sites on the

Internet offered escape - and dreams filled the empty spaces

between the black iron framework of reality with colour and

 

Delight and the holographic reality of quantum physics proved

we only see one aspect of our multifaceted existence which

will continue unto eternity and the joy of being never ends…

Words Singing In POETRY & Infinite Possibilities

[Diary Notes]

Finally realised I’m a rule breaker, never knew  since I was so

busy studying rules - observing my twin sis being a rebel and

problems she incurred, I took my own rebellion underground

& beset with a burning desire to excel at languages because

words sing in forming their sounds and dancing to rhythms, I

overreacted studying 24/7 fighting my own need for freedom

 

This convinced my twin not to do anything against her natural

inclination to be rebellious, influencing each other negatively:

when I felt a flame of insubordination burning inside myself, I

studied the Bible to learn how to die to my own nature, at age

ten knew I was going to hell as The Ten Commandments were

beyond my ability since I hated people for being unrefined -

 

Not knowing refined people often used refinement and charm to

hide exploitation of the disadvantaged; I worked like a demon to

study beauty in languages and master philosophies which should

explain the world to me; but upon realising that my happiness was

receding when only focusing on philosophy of ethics in mainstream

science, I succumbed, had a mental breakdown - it seemed I had

 

Been chasing chimeras all my life & my inner rebellion against the

well-ordered, rational life I had chosen was forcing me to resign -

losing the fight against my own rule-breaking nature, so I returned

to languages to get back to beauty through government translation

BUT this was all about RULES, complete negation of music, after

subjugating my spirit in serving for 33 years I’m lost and confused

 

Today finding joy in beautiful music and words singing in POETRY 

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Free And Infinite Possibilities

I used to think that those keeping rules were wrong, that

only authors rejecting mainstream thought could be right,

that only the underdog should enjoy my support - always

questioned every claim firmly convinced that the media is

all about propaganda, after reading alternative viewpoints

it was clear they too were making propaganda against the

 

Mainstream media, nothing but our own experience can be

trusted and as mine is limited, I read descriptions of others'

experience and decide on whether they are spreading truth

or lies in terms of the purpose they have in writing things

down - it is interesting and though I might often be wrong,

this opens the horizon to infinitude releasing me from the

 

Stultifying boredom of mainstream science and their High

Priests who try to sacrifice and crucify everyone who dares

to differ from them, luckily Terry Pratchett and other authors

take us out of their clutches into possibilities infinite & free,

while Many Worlds Theory in quantum physics opens a 

space where every fantasy and dream can be realised  

Sunday, July 3, 2022

Marvelous Dream In My Universe

                                            
                                           HAMLET'S MILL

Zechariah Sitchin - his theories have a universe of their own, his

interpretation of ancient astronomy and knowledge of precession

makes for fascinating speculation and brilliant interpretation of the

origin of the god-names of the planets and the characteristics of

 

The planets, those who like to visit his universe delight in his books,

I enjoy thinking about the Earth and Niburu colliding and enlargement

of the imagination, but his ideas about the value of morality and his

admiration for the ancient gods & their immorality means I do not live

 

On Sitchin’s planet in his universe, I respect him as a great author

and dreamer remembering the joy his books gave me as I visited

his ideas - then return to my own place where I can breathe freely

and admire from afar, my place is delineated by De Santillana and

 

Von Deschend in their own mythical book Hamlet’s Mill where they

point out that the myths and legends of old are symbols preserving

ancient knowledge of science - a marvelous dream in my universe…

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Hamlet's Mill: An Essay Investigating the Origins of Human

Knowledge and Its Transmission Through Myth (published 1969)

by Giorgio de Santillana (professor of history of science MIT) and

Hertha von Dechend (scientist at Johann Wolfgang Goethe-

Universität) a nonfiction work of history & comparative mythology,

particularly archaeoastronomy, re. the Megalithic era discovery of

axial precession and encoding of this knowledge in mythology. 

For Every Quantum Dream

Many Worlds Theory means I can enjoy everything: Zechariah

Sitchin to Elizabeth Klarer - because there is space for every

quantum possibility in its own universe, even for those who live

in the very small, enclosed space of their own convictions

 

Excluding the possibility of there being anything outside their own

5 senses and material instruments within mainstream science - for

types who declare theirs the only universe while the rest does not

exist, there is a special place where they can only see themselves

 

And nobody else & they are safe - but the higher I lift up beyond

3-dimensional reality, the more infinite the Multiverse becomes as

justified by Many Worlds Theory, for every quantum dream there is

a place & time within the many-branched tree of quantum physics

 

Thus both Terry Pratchett and Graham Hancock each have their

own set of universes, in one the Pyramids were built 50 000 years

ago as Precipitation Theory & the Sphinx original Lion Face predict

and the earth’s Precession Cycle of 26 000 years implies; there is

 

Another where the pyramids were built but 4 500 years ago, without

these places clashing as there is an infinite eternity where everyone

and everything is true - by investing belief in a theory it will become

true for YOU & you can live in your Viewpoint and never be troubled

 

By others as long as you don’t trouble them, just enjoy where you are,

every person likes only 25% of everything there is, the other 75% is

there for others who cannot be forced to accept your own world-view -

let them be and enjoy the freedom to live in your own unique, personal

 

And subjectively constructed Universe, eternally safe in your own mind

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Many-Worlds Interpretation (MWI) Quantum Mechanics

 

Many-worlds interpretation of universes uncountable and infinite,

a multiverse hypothesis in philosophy and physics, time seen as

a many-branched tree wherein every possible quantum outcome

of a quantum event is realised and then exists in its own universe

Saturday, July 2, 2022

Possibilities Are Endless & Alien Lifeforms

When I need escape from a world smothering

in claustrophobia, I love dreaming about Many

Worlds Theory which leaves space for Lobsang

Rampa’s universe where an earth revolved near

the sun in opposite direction to our one: the days

were short and warm, many civilizations existed

 

Then a wandering planet struck that earth out of

orbit, made it turn in the other direction, with earth-

quakes and floods - as Lobsang Rampa reports in

his book The Third Eye and I delight in this quantum

event that exists in that universe where I cannot go

only speculate, enjoy escape from the rigid confines

 

Of our material world into a spiritual domain where

possibilities are endless, time never-ending: offering

the dreamer the wonder of freedom in a place where

incense is a living fragrance which controls rate of

vibration and keeps people in touch with other life-

forms on other planes of existence, and it becomes

 

A marvelous realisation of unique quantum events

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Alien Lifeforms

The greatest force in the world is the imagination, without it

there’d be no writers or artists, nothing constructive or good,

even animals have imagination, not being mindless creatures

without intelligence or reason - animals imagine pleasure of

being with the master: Imagine a piano keyboard two miles

long with every vibration from every plane of existence and

 

As everything is vibration we hear some as sound and see

others as images higher up the scale we find telepathic and

radio waves and most important, waves of people who live on

other planes - feeling unhappy and miserable, we emit a blue

frequency; when envious we seem to turn green - under the

law of harmonics we respond to colours vibrating in sympathy

 

With the rate of our own molecules while the brain’s wavelength

is unique, but human range of experience is limited to only three

middle notes as there are many alien lifeforms vibrating on the

mythical keyboard on other planets far away from this universe;

isn’t it grand that Many World’s Theory provides us with a way

to visualise many universes & planets with alien lifeforms

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People on astral planes are higher up the keyboard, a ghost

can walk through a stone wall as the ghost has a high rate of

vibration and small molecules which fit between the spaces

of the stone wall which consists of vibrating molecules: astral

creatures have few molecules and thus are not solid, and the

space beyond earth isn’t empty at all, but filled with molecules

and ALL kinds of lifeforms…

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Lobsang said he saw people with an aura which betrays

every thought, health, mentally and spiritually, it is a light

emanating from the spirit within surrounding the body with

a bluish light, an inch or two thick, which follows & covers

the whole body, the intensity of the blue varying with health,

then beyond it the aura varies in size according to state of

 

Evolution and thoughts, this outer part of the aura composed

of swirling bands of coloured clouds drifting on the sky - and

it keeps changing with a person's changing thoughts...

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Many-worlds_interpretation

Many-Worlds Interpretation (MWI) Quantum Mechanics 

Many-worlds interpretation of universes uncountable and infinite,

a multiverse hypothesis in philosophy and physics, time seen as

a many-branched tree wherein every possible quantum outcome

of a quantum event is realised & then exists in its own universe

Friday, July 1, 2022

Can't Fight The Penury

My son pulled the rug from under his girlfriend,

everything is confusion, I don’t know what to do,

how to interpret this situation, can I help, is there

anything to be explained - I love them both - can

see the conundrum: he doesn’t have the money

 

To fund their lifestyle & she can’t see the whole

picture because he never explained adequately,

how to let go of someone I love - how to stand

back and be tough: this is not fun and my heart

is breaking because I love them both & maybe

 

Most of my sympathy goes to his girlfriend as I

am female also, realize how such a thing goes,

it's terrible when a Knight in Shining Armour has

to admit he can’t fight the penury any more and

I can’t help him as my credit card is bankrupt

My Adventurous Spirit & Persephone

I have to break rules because these seem to be

such unnatural things, life seems so free as if we

were born to experience joy and beauty and not

form committees and set up rules to regulate life

into pain and crucifixes, life seems to be made for

discovery and not to dissect and regurgitate facts

 

I’m glad scientific types love doing the destruction

and philosophers decipher meaning and all made

machines that can do the rule-keeping so people

like me can be free to enjoy life as beauty - when

rules rear their ugly heads I have to see whether

they really apply to me since I might be keeping

 

Dietary restrictions that are based on fiction, so

whatever the prescription or rule, I have to test it

frequently to make sure it is still applicable - but

after my latest transgressions and the simmering

headache & claustrophobia spinning out of control

I’m willing to be docile again and follow the rules

 

Which will enable me to become a normal human

being again - not falling asleep in the middle of a

conversation or during a visit as I did yesterday, not

feeling tired all the time with the Alice-in-Wonderland

experience of my head expanding with lead and my

neck distorted with pain, not sitting on the front porch

 

In the middle of winter in the cold wind as I’m feverish

suffering anxiety attacks, due to trying a new liqueur

and exciting foodstuffs: it’s back to basics, I give up my

adventurous spirit for the ability to live in comfort - and  

then I can delight in beauty and love again…

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Persephone And Pomegranate

I’m sure Persephone would say a lot about not

eating pomegranate - or anything else - under

adverse circumstances if asked to comment,

after eating six pomegranate seeds she was

 

Condemned to spend 6 month every year in

the realm of Hades, far from the sun & Ceres

her mother lets the world die till her daughter

returns from the cold dark beneath; this goes

 

To show everyone we should be careful about

what we eat and where, consuming things in

the wrong place might lead us astray and if I

had a choice today, I would not consume food

 

I’m allergic to just to test whether I still have an

allergy to these because it’s been empirically

proven - I still fall ill when consuming wheat...

Dying Eventually

Listening to my favourite Internet guru, quite clearly this works for many people as they repeat the jargon flawlessly and I wish I could ge...