Tonight I feel like a Golem again: I’m ready to
do my work as the Chem in my head dictates I
should, thou I wish to convey my insights to a
world which manifestly doesn’t want my insights
to function wonderfully: I have a desire to lecture
Others about things I have learned, but it’s the
last thing people crave - everybody wants to learn
through experience - words don’t teach - & I’ve
tried it myself - I looked at the experience of other
people to orient myself - yet - when I felt lost and
Destined to rot in loneliness - I did the things I’d
already condemned: experience only teaches, now
I understand why things didn’t work work out and
the problem is they’re still not working - and it is
difficult to see where to overcome obstacles
So now I just carry on like a load-bearing beast and
hope that the fairy-tale dream I studied in my youth
will help me to find my path…
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