[Diary Notes - Saturday 20 August 2022]
The early morning headache has matured into a stronger afternoon pain
which survived the onslaught of painkillers and keeps flexing its muscles
as it knows I have fewer options with which to fight it, doing exercises did
not help much and eating healthy soup brought no result, now it’s time to
break the rules, do things that would change this into a migraine: there is
help for that, but for lingering depression inflated by ice-cold Siberian wind
There is no help - watching TV brought no relief - should consciousness
continue when physical life has ended, I hope it reads my descriptions of
physical pain and decides never to become physical again - it can move
into spheres where awareness remains non-physical and plays mental
games with other beings who feel the same: since I accept the premise
that emotional stress brings about physical reaction, I would prefer my
Existence to be somewhere on the vibrational scale where we learn to
conquer our emotions and become enlightened beings who specialise
in manifesting joy and peace as such calm would be fun - I hope
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