My brother Attila the Hun and Pete, brother-in-law,
both decided to take the Lyrica painkiller which kills
its users also - - both claim they only have a choice
between cyanide and this Pregabalin - killer of men
The pain of their fractured vertebrae is worse than the
danger they face - though Lyrica destroys short-term
memory and users lose their eyesight, hearing, hair
and teeth; their hands turn into claws, they lose use
Of their feet and have to use two walking sticks, the
skin starts itching unbearably with aneurysms another
threat; but both feel they will go with slow Lyrica death
before finally resorting to cyanide - I hope they can
Escape their pain and stay sane for a while; dying
incrementally was not an enjoyable experience for
me - but maybe they will be less allergic and less
perturbed as the mitochondria in their body cells
Is destroyed, killing cells one by one and they lose
their brain cells till they don’t know who they are or
have been before the Lyrica curse saved them from
the immediate death brought on by taking cyanide...
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Concocting Its Own Story
It feels as if oat meal cookies are expanding in my stomach,
I’m dizzy with hallucinations while my beloved is grumpy &
angry as he has been diagnosed with cataracts & will receive
new lenses - is he glad that technology can save his eyesight -
NO, irritated that he has to undergo procedures, complaining
he isn’t used to going under the knife, feeling sorry for himself,
every conversation ends in arguments and everything I say is
wrong: time to focus on other things; but I feel ill & nauseous
The little alien is concocting its own story and ignores me, so
I ignore it also & stick to the steel framework of visible reality
the only link between consciousness and 3-dimensional being…
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