Tonight I feel restless again, thinking of my favourite fantasy
Dawie is NOT dead, it was a test, he is alive and the words
of an Afrikaans comedy show* have been written by him - it
is just a dream, just a resonance when the protagonist speaks,
and now I have a chance to redo my life, build a relationship
before it is too late - it would NOT be the cruelest hoax if my
brother were still alive, it would be chance of a lifetime to
learn how to love, to win before losing - at least Dawie's
photo is on my Facebook, at least his mystical presence
can reach my heart - and tonight I am singing again: And
you don't believe in If anymore - but I can make you believe
in If forevermore - so maybe tomorrow I shall hear from my
brother - that he is still alive and it was just a test and now
it will be best for us all to support each other!
[I believe in miracles and quantum physics, what if these
nightly hallucinations were really him, time travel is possible -
as long as I don't walk on my hands, I'm free to dream and
to indulge in conjecture - wish I could ask Dawie himself -
but for lack of it, I'll simply trust the visions and enjoy the
experience of being crazy.... ]
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